So I am going 2 for 1 today, Haven’t posted much in a while. Today is one of those where I just felt like giving you a two for one 
Music has always been such a huge part of my life. If you know me at all, you come over, we chill, chat and music is always in the background. I associate many events, success and even setbacks to songs. This one, speaks to all three.
This one by Dave Matthews just keeps coming back and seems to have been my anthem for the last year if not more! According to most around me, to this day I live a blessed life, yet I still go looking and pushing for more.
I have what many want but to me, its never quite enough and yet, like the song says, I know that if I were king, if I had it all, I’d fuck it up. Listen to the song, maybe it will speak to you as it sums me up!
If I had it all
Sometimes I can’t move my feet it seems
As if I’m stuck in the ground somehow like a tree
As if I can’t even breathe
Oh, and my screams come whispering out
As if nobody can even see me
Like a ghost, sometimes I can’t see myself
Sometimes, then again, oh
If I were a king
If I had everything
If I had you and I could give you your dreams
If I were giant-sized, on top of it all
Then tell me what in the world would I sing for
If I had it all
Sometimes I feel lost
As I pull you out like strings of memories
Wish I could weave them into you
Then I could figure the whole damn puzzle out
Then again, oh
And if I were a king
If I had eveything
If I had you and I could give you your dreams
If I were giant-sized, on top of it all
Then tell me what in the world would I go on for
If I had it all
I could take anything
If I had no greed to bring
Only the poison that’s tainting the clean
Oh, then nothing
Remembering times much younger than me now
When my breath was light
When the world raised me up kind
And here mother comforts child
Every moment was waking up
But now I’ve grown tired… out
If I had it all, you know
I’d fuck it up
If I were a king
If I had eveything
If I had you and I could give you your dreams
If I were giant-sized, on top of it all
Then tell me what in the world would I sing for…
If I were a king
If I had everything, piece by piece
If I had you if i could give you your dreams
If I were giant-sized, on top of it all
Then tell me what in the world would I go on for
If I had it all
If I had it all
If I had it all
